Tomorrow it may change...

Marine_blitz posted @ Oct 21, 2010 05:17:53 PM in Marine Wants To , 2165 readers

我发现我也开始纠结了...确实我不能总是指望我自己有那么好的运气,每次都做应该做而且有意义的事情。

想到大一上学期很渴望带电脑来学校,于是带着冲动带着一些对技术的爱就误打误撞混到了ACM集训队, 虽然我现在也已经和ACM没什么关系了,但是这一年的经历毕竟改变了我许多,而且多半在目前看来还是有很大好处的。

毕竟人生苦短,大学更短,一年就这么浑浑噩噩过去了,前几天在大街上写自我介绍,感觉拿得出手的东西真的没有啊。无论如何都得去积累,抓紧这余下的可能只有两年的时间了。

很希望能找一个我能尽一份力的项目来做,也找了老师希望能了解一下...但是...可能因为我们毕竟是二流院校吧,很纯粹的计算机科学的项目貌似是很少见的,有的无非是,按我的话来说"要不然就是那种,不知道内存泄漏为何物的,要不然就是,恨不得兜里揣一支电烙铁的",也是可以理解的嘛,毕竟像操作系统、编译器这类的东西,根本就不是杭电这种学校所能研究的,而且其出成果的周期想必也极为漫长。现在的web开发不是都流行敏捷开发么,像CMU的Mach这种东西在咱天朝,尤其是杭电这种水平的学校恐怕是立不了项的吧。

所以我纠结了,到底是抛弃以前看的一切一切,去搞搞那些,曾经被我小看的、基于各类框架的开发,还是继续游手好闲地看所谓的"真科学"呢?当然,我相信兼顾也是可以的,但是毕竟,一入侯门深似海啊。如果是我不感兴趣的,那我何必为了装X而去浪费青春呢?

说起装X,有些装X的事情我决定还是不做了。不过是为了标榜自己是个技术男罢了,有意义么,幼稚。

其实就好象李大牛说的,真的渴望能自己做点事,至于如果能获得经济上的好处,那就更爽了。

松蓉同学这周已经成功地教会了我要学会永不放弃,那么我也要在接下来的时间里教会自己,要有取舍的勇气。

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